What do I do if I wake up now, and can't feel the pain and sorrow you caused me so recently? What do I do when I still dream of you, still hope for you in the most irrational and desperately doomed way?Damn I'm easy. You don't even have to work on me. I just fall into your lap.
You must be a wizard, tricksy-ing me into giving you my forever. I both hate and love you. You fill my head with silly fantasies and I love that, and you fill my heart with dread because I know you'll never be here.
The worst part is that in hurting me, I continue to hurt those who fall for me. Its a shit perpetuating system.
I wonder how much you actually realize you're doing.